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I'm not here to impress. I write to clear my mind and as such, my train of thoughts might be either brilliant or junk.
Shit Happens @ 14.1.10

“ When someone screw you over and then walks away laughing, flicking you the finger, you don’t just hug them. It doesn’t matter if they used to be your best friend. Don’t bother to end things on a good note just because it’ll be the last time you’ll meet each other. Instead, consider it the best thing that’s ever happened to you.”
Unless you regret what you did, i will never accept your apology.- Safiah
"Aku tak kesah ape korang nak cakap pasal aku."said Busty, interrupting Safiah in the midst of her talking.( I don't care what you guys say about me)
"Kau diam, aku belom habes cakap."Safiah continued.( You shut the hell up, I'm not finished talking)
Busty later stalked off, even though the converstaion was far from over. Like real she doesn't care about what we think of her. Why then did she go home after that and posted vulgarites, directed to us, on her blog? Pretentious much? I'd say.
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After the release of O-level results.
" Aku pelok *Busty* tadi." confessed Su.(I hugged her just now)
Saf and I were staring open-mouthed at Su but that expression quickly turned into a scowl.
"Asal?" asked Saf. Su pretty much tried to avoid our glares.(Why?)
"Siak ah Su, kau kene mandi hadas sia gitu" I said.( Crap, you gotta cleanse yourself later)
"Eh fana, tak baik seh" replied Su gently.( Fana, that's not nice)
"Ape aku kesah." I retorted vehemently," What, did you look at her and she looked at you and you guys had eye contact and then suddenly, kau pelok die?" (I don't give a damn)
"Yeah, kind of" said Su.
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Mann Su, if you're reading this, I am in awe of how you can even let youself come into contact with her when i can't even bear to be in close proximity. When I accidentally catch a glace at her face, my stomach starts to act up and i feel like throwing up. My fingers and palms get itchy to ball themselves up into fists. I want to punch her senseless and i want to - editted out- enough for her to forsake the friends who've been supporting her for years. Years, mind you and she says "Aku tak rugi"? She have some seriously fucked up morals there. I bet she doesn't even have a conscience. I bet when others ask her why we've drifted apart, she'd most probably lie and leave out the parts that'll make her look bad. She lie to her parents, she lie to her teachers, she lie to her bestest friend and worse of all, she lie to herself. I hope to see her crash and burn but I want it to be out of her own doing. If God is kind, I hope he'd make it such that we'd never cross paths again.
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If I ever see your fugly face again, I swear to God I will shove your effing middle finger up your own, high, obese ass. Fuck you for calling Saf a Minah for the past years and fuck you for hurting Su like that. She doesn't deserve that and you know it. She was the nicest to you. But hell, you still did it anyway.

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