i'm so sick of failing and i've seriously had enough of it. I don't know what makes you think that I'm not responsible for my own studies- which part of asking questions in class and completing my tutorials show that I'm slacking. I'm so exhausted and I'm not even making it. But I'm not gonna give up. Some part, I'm not sure which exactly it is about trying so hard to pass, makes the whole effort seems worth it. The sense of achievement at the end of it is worth it and it's the reason that's spurring me on to keep faith.